Dilemmas

What is it with people and running away? What is it with making all these promises that they can’t keep? Why try working so hard to win someone then abandon them? I don’t understand, “It’s a complicated thing” they say!! Why build all these dreams and hopes, and when the time of putting it to action comes they just freak out?!
The least you can do is explain. The worst part is they blame you for it!! They blame you for trusting them, believing in them and loving them. And when you try to find out what’s wrong they yell at you, “leave me alone!” How ironic?!

And that poor person that you broke his heart, abandoned him and tore him apart, what did he do to deserve all that? He deserved it because he cared so much, been very kind and loved you! And because he saw something different in you, something special, felt comfortable with you, made you feel like you’re on top of the world.

*Sighs* how can I possibly find a reasonable answer to all these questions? By the way, am not the only one that wants to understand, apparently everyone that went through some dilemma wants to. And we all keep our hopes up to find clues, answers but then again we get nothing. All what we hear is lame excuses, “play another game for god’s sake!!” the funny thing is that they think we actually believe and fall for these excuses, “hello, wake up!” no one is that stupid anymore.
But do you know what’s good about all that running away, breaking up issue? They eventually come back! They think that they solved the problem by leaving, but then they wake up to face the truth, “too good to be true” ; yes indeed, it is. They realize they miss something, something very dear to them, something they both shared, true feelings. Oh well, I guess it’s a tough thing after all, you can never ever predict what a person is thinking or what he is capable of doing...It just happens “out of the blue” as they say.